Archive for August, 2005

~…..Envious~….

Thursday, August 25th, 2005

      A question just came to my mind,is the closeness that u saw between frends can only be reflected on screen?Is it true or fake?Does it really exist in reality?Where have my frends gone to??Does the fault lies whif mi…….hmm……maybe loh.hehe!Think they buai tahan my ever changing mood n also my out-of-the-world questions….hehe!But i kw they still standing beside mi all these while loh…just that lack the closeness that i’ve ever wanted.On the other hand i’m also standing beside them waiting for any orders from them…hehehe!

      A person got to grow up loh..n i’m trying to………trying to catch on the others but always seem like will lack behind.Sometimes still have those kid’s thinking.hehe!Can make ppl vomit blood loh as one of my close frend told mi…..hehe!But i like it this way cos then i kw u all got pay attention to mi mah….hehe!

      Hmm,weekends here again after a 5 days wait…hehe!Think it will be a boring weekend again…cos no program….maybe only got driving n after that stay at home play game.Got to go wash up n prepare for bed le….nite nite!

      

Friends……!

Saturday, August 20th, 2005

Wat is friends…………..?Can they really be by yr side whenever u need them meh?Can frends really be close????really doubt it…………..Wat is life?Wat will be life w/o friends?Wat is happiness????Can i really gain back that happiness?Wat is my goal???Y am i still at the same pace???

    Can my happiness come back to mi n everything else go away…….get out of my way…..!!!!Y is my life so dull n meaningless….????Y does history have to be repeated?Y does all those feel come back to mi????Thuz u have disappear from my life n yet u sprang up again………Can i regain my normal way of living?Can i stop all those worrying to the past?

@Haiz……………………..@!!!!Gloomy gloomy sia.!!!

Pain will you return it

I’ll say it again — pain

Pain will you return it

I won’t say it again

Strangelove

Strange highs and strange lows

Strangelove

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Thursday, August 4th, 2005

    Sian…………….tml finally fri le..hehe!next week better,work mon then tue public holiday….off again…hahaha!so good hor…so next week sure pass very fast wan…hehe!Tml after work got to go blading whif birdie n her frend,weiqiang.Now all my leisure times is to go blading loh….else blade buy le no use so wasted.hehe!Somemore got ka willing to blade slow slow whif mi…..haha….maybe in future they will not have the patience to do so liao….hahahahahaha……..

    Just now saw ser online n got tok to her for a while….its nice to hear from her again….happy to kw that she adapting well over there plus her HAPPINESS is at there too….Hehe…!Now waiting for the results of the superstar,wondering who will be the one get boot out.Hope not the one i support loh.

    Hmm,nothing to write….think stop here ba…hehe….bye bye!:)